Friendship, whats it really worth?

I have been thinking about somethings lately and well since i already know somethings are pointless to .....maintain if you will. I mean i dont apreciate being told one thing and then having nothing else happen within that time frame. I mean why even bother telling someone something if you dont anticipate on doing anything about it, cant people be upfront about anything anymore?

My problem with the human race is i dont like them, there all stupid. weather the stupity be in smarts, common sense, or just the plain fact that there down right rude, or immpatient. Every one has there thing that drives me nuts... and thus that being my stupidity, i hate people because everyone has something that drives me nuts!! I am apparently anal retentive, a lil ocd, way to emotional, i fall in love to easily, etc.

Well if i wasnt anal retentive i wouldnt get things done, if i wasnt a little ocd id never find the things i need, if i wasnt as emotional as i am i would be a cold human being and probably be in a mental place, and if i didnt fall in love easily my life would be boring and i wouldnt learn from my mistakes, however long it may take me to learn them.

Everyone else seems to be two faced in my opinion. I do not appreciate being told something and then having them do another, that is one thing i try not to do. i am very upfront about things as much as i can be. Yes sometimes i do hide the truth a little bit to avoid confrontation, or hurting the persons feelings but i later admit to what i have done. But for some reason some people seem to think that i lie to them all the time, when in fact i do not, or hide things from them as well. Which i also do not. If they feel as if im hiding something from them then they need to say something to my face rather then behind my back and having me hear it from someone else, that is the worst thing ever.

Like for example, when you ask someone nicely to come see you and they say that they will and then they never show up, but yet you see them out and about... then they give you some lame ass excuse that i was busy doing something important. Yeah you best believe im gonna get pissed, i avoid the confrontation simply cuz i do not want to start something and i usually let it go. But this time around i am not. If it happens again i will not let it go i will confront them regarding the issue, and then if people have an issue with how i voice my opinion then they can go to hell.

I have very little friends as of right now, and to be complety honest with you. I dont need ANY friends to live my life, i have my family and thats all that matters to me. I have my husband to be, my daughter and my son. They are all i need in this life. I can always make new friends, and i can always get rid of them to.

Im getting to the point in my life where im about ready to delete everyone off of everything and then never log back on to anything. Except this blog seeing as its the only thing i have to let my inner feelings out in, and i dont care who reads it. If you dont like what i type then dont read it. Although i was surprised to have 15 people read this the other day! That was amazing!!! lol

Anyways, why dont you share what you hate about people ??

Nite all !!